Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Bad attitude

I had an amazing weekend this past weekend! I went home for two weddings, for one of the weddings I was a bridesmaid. :) I also just found out that one of my best friends from Auburn is pregnant! Congratulations Alyssa and Carl!! God has truly blessed me with a content heart right now. It would be hard being happy for my friends that are getting married and having babies if I wasn't content with what is going on in my life and where I am. Even though I am so excited to be at Lagniappe for the summer, I've been having trouble staying positive.
When I came back from my wonderful weekend, there was a group here that has pretty much taken over Lagniappe. This team that came in, Group Works, is an organiztion for youth groups from all over the country to come together and help others. They are practically renting out Lagniappe for the next month, and things have been a struggle. There seems to be an extreme lack of communication on their part and our part. They have their own interns that were meant to be doing our job and I don't think they knew that us, Lagniappe interns, were already here doing those jobs. Needless to say, some people's toes are getting stepped on.
Even though I don't usually show my frustration on the outside, in my heart I am not a happy camper. Please be praying for me to remember that God loves me in spite of what a wretched sinner I am so that I can show that same love to these volunteers. And please pray that the staff here will continue to encourage each other and remind each other that we are here not only to minister to the community but also to the volunteers that walk through our doors.
To end this blog on a happier note, One thing that I am excited about is that the girl interns have decided to start praying together in our bunk house each monday and thursday night before we go to bed. We prayed together for the first time last night and it has really helped me feel closer to these girls and I am excited to know that they are praying for me throughout the week as I am praying for them.

2 comments:

Jawan said...

Andrew and I prayed for you this morning after reading your blog. He said, "I want Wader to come back to my house. I want her to take me to park." We love you!

Anonymous said...

Dear Laura, It was realy upsetting to read your blog. Ido hope that parying with your friends will help you find peace and strenght to deal with the difficulties. You know that I'm not the praying kind and can't help you in that respect. If it would help to come here for a weekend, I'd love to have you here. Elsa and Vince are through competition riding, but now they are in the process of bying another trailer. they will check on one in TN in a couple of weeks, except for that they should be at home. - Jason and Marlena are expecting a son! J. and Vince are extactic!
Please send me a blurb! Love you and think of you,
Mormor.