Work It!

I joined a gym yesterday! I am so pumped! The gym is called Health Plus and it is a wonderful program. The first two times you go, they help you set your goals and come up with your own personal workout plan to help you meet those goals. The plan is then programmed into their computer so you can access it and chart your progress. All your settings are programmed into the treadmills, elipticals, and other electronic machines also. There is an indoor and outdoor track, indoor pool with lap lanes, free fruit, water, and towels, shower and locker room, and all classes are free (pilates, cycling, water aerobics, etc). I go Tuesday for my first meeting and am looking forward to setting my goals and having some accountability to the trainers. There are also a couple of girls in my major that go to this gym so maybe we can go together.

I have been riding my bike to class about once a week but it is stinkin' hot. It is about 1 1/2 miles one way (3 miles round trip) and I am red faced and sweating by the time I make it to class. If anyone has seen how red Sarah's face gets after playing soccer that is about how I look. :) Plus it is no fun being that nasty and knowing you can't do anything about it for 4-5 more hours. Enough said, I am looking forward to working out in the air conditioning and having someone to motivate me and keep me accountable.

View from the indoor track looking down on the treadmills.

Computer where you keep up with your fitness plan and your progress.
Indoor Pool. Heated for use in the winter too.

Whew!

I just read a five page article on Innovative Technologies in Autism and wrote a 3 page article review in 2 hours! Go me! It was a total brain fart--I remembered at 12:15 that I had an article review due for my class that starts at 3pm. Oops. My motivation to rush and finish it is that I am now going to get an energy drink so I can make it until 9pm (when my last class of the day lets out) since the maintenance staff came banging on our door at 6:15 this morning making sure we had moved our cars so they could repave our parking lot. Boo Maintenance!

Doubting Thomas

I love the girls in my major! They are all unique and there are different clusters of girls that have more in common, but overall they are amazing! It has been my prayer over the past semester to really develop a love for these girls since I am with them in every class and at practicum and working on projects between all that. God has definitely been at work over the past semester. Although it has been a slow, long, and gruelling process, it is worth it to have such good relationships with the people I spend almost all of my waking moments with.

One of the things that I love most about these girls is that they are all broken like me. They all need to be reminded that God's grace is sufficient enough to fill the void left by never being appreciated or relationships that have left them feeling empty and bitter. I never thought that I would say or even think this but....I am so thankful for the trials that God has allowed me to endure because it has allowed me to connect with these girls in incredible ways. I have been there--experienced loss and heartbreak and abandonment--and God has opened my eyes to say that his plan is so much greater than anything I ever had/have planned for myself and his love for me is greater than all the love any man could give to me.

Thank you God for loving me despite my unbelief. I believe in my head most of the time but not always in my heart. Even when I don't believe, let your grace and love flow through me to those who need to be reminded of your majesty and authority.

I really love the song Doubting Thomas by Nickel Creek (listen to it on my playlist) because it describes these feeling of unbelief more eloquently than I ever could. Here are some of the lyrics:
....As I show the blind and tell the deaf about his power,
I'm a doubting thomas,I can't keep my promises,
'Cause i don't know what's safe,oh me of little faith
Can I be used to help others find truth....I'm a doubting thomas,
I'll take your promise,Though I know nothin's safe,Oh me of little faith

Free Stuff

So I just wanted to show everyone the free stuff that I got in the mail today. Over the break, between semesters, I signed up for a lot of stuff online and it has been slowly coming in. Today I got some greenie treats for my roommates cat, Tide detergent (great for traveling), always samples, notepad, and perfume samples. Some of the other things I have recieved have been seattle coffee, natural sweetener, and educational comics about the federal reserve and about money for one of my learning centers. Jawan, you should be so proud of me! Yay for being frugal!

The Ultimate price

I was talking to a friend earlier this week and she said something about how sad it is that all these people with intellectual disabilities have more children with intellectual disabilities and continue the vicious cycle that taxpayers have to pay to support. My first thought was yeah, I guess you're right. We are paying for these people who cannot support themselves to have children who cannot support themselves either. Then I thought, wait... isn't that what God did for me??? He paid the ultimate price that I could never pay. He sent his son to die on the cross...for me! And even more...to die for all people who accept God as their savior, even those with intellectual disabilities. Thank you God for loving me enough to send your only son to pay for my sins. Please let your love shine through me to those who may not know the love of Christ.